⁄rin⁄ - Rina

Hello it’s me again again! I’m posting twice in one day? Gasp.

BTW. If you dont wanna read a lot of text, stop reading cause this is going to be a long one. (tehee). I try to space things out so it’s not a huge block of text.

Well I guess I have to make up for lost time.

To be honest Chansluts is a love and hate relationship. I love it because it was here I found people like me, some were pretty as fuck and some were ugly but didn’t give a fuck.

That’s so great beauty is subjective. What turns you on turns you on.

Why do I hate? I don’t know, I think it has to do with my style of whoring. I don’t want people seeing my weenie or my butt hole. I’ll show you my cute panties but when I first started posting it was more "heres what I look like now, how’s the progress". Dont get me wrong, I love it when people get turned on by me. BUT LOL what do you expect this is Chansluts! (chan chan i guess)

Been talking to my therapist and she brings up my trans stuff. Most of the time I keep it out of my head because I am so busy with work and soon school.

But she asks me "what happened". and to be honest i dont really know.

It seems I tapped my gender pain pool again. I thought i was over it. I gained muscle, which before I was practically starving myself and restricted myself to just running. and for a while I didnt bother me my shoulders are getting wider.

But looking at my pictures off my beautiful youthful self I look happy. Happier than i ever look in familiy photos or with friends.

I am thinking about HRT again but i think its a perilous road. I dont want to be swinging between male or female anymore. I want to be mostly one and pursue other things in life

Hello everyone one its Rina.
Ive been gone since my compy broke. Lots has happened. Very emotional. I was very close to go on the mones. But after much hair pulling, sobbing, and long shower; I decided not to go on mones.

My boday is progressing like a man. Lol but its the same issues I and other traps/cders/ have. Meaning tiny hips, broad shoulders, and sometimes facial hair. (Since I am asian it barely grows. Only on my chin and upper lip.)

So when I do dress up its kinda obvious. OH the days I could just walk outside in drag and if I didnt open my mouth no one would know.

So Im not really a trap anymore. I didnt think I was one before either. Traps are so rare they come one in a million and the epic ones had surgery or go on the mones early. I had neither. But i dont give a shittt.

So no boobies D;

however I will cross dress still and show you what I mean. I gained a lil wait and from working put a lil muscle on. My face is the same tho!!! lol

People keep dissin my skinny jeans!!!! Its so annoying... They are like "doesnt that feel uncomfortable?" "if you wear those your sperm will die" or shit like that...

1. They are awesomely and amazingly CUTE!
2. They are "in" but i wish i had these before.... bootleg pants eww... straight merrh they okay. Skinny = LOVEEE
3. they are not uncomfortable. They fit well and feel like you are wearing pants not a huge cloth sack fashioned around your legs...

HOWEVER

1. Skinny jeans are NOT FOR EVERYONE
2. your legs must be... somewhat skinny to really work!
3. They will make you THIGHS look huge.
4. if they do... take em off and find a diff pant type..
5. AGAIN SKINNNY

this is me ;3; hope you likes

You might not want but just in case you are curious.

pic not related... too much

I have neglected my fellow netizens and haven't cammed in forever....So once my computer is fixed.... (i got a nasty blue screen issue, i forgot the error but troubleshot my ram chips, tried to system restore blehhhhh...... nothin working. thats what i get for buying a Dell, wait i didnt buy it my ignorant parents did... GRRRR... I HATE WESTERN DIGITAL AND ALMOST EVERYTHING IN THERE IS WD FUUUUUUUUCK)..... sorry for the outburst there.... anywhooo.. Also I really like the TG/CD community on youtube soo ill probably be posting more vids there.... and ill talk.... lol... my voice will probably be a turn off but i dont wanna be a mickey mouse. anyways... pics and vids... also I may be going to Otakon. soo more on that in a bit.. I wonder how many people check this page anymore? huhu?

Im really lost right now. with everything.,... Ive been struggling with depression for like forever... and yeah im really considering HRT. Ima talk to my therapist but.... im 17... i wish i could have started earlier... also I have a desire to sing classically and i think a tranny male baritone is going to be super taboo...... iunno give me some feedback peoples...
pic not related obviously... I have noticed my typing degenerates with my emotions....

I went to the movie believing Cloverfield would look like this. no... the movie is fail.
They should recreate the movie with this monster. Start over.